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[	music	|	--	]

I remember when we started up this acount,
we were all too scared to have our own livejournals, and so decided to make a joint one,
it wierd how we made this one,
and now most of us are addicted to our own.

its better now that we have our own,

dont you think?

We were talking today about livejournal will be a good way for us all to keep in touch when we are older. If we all keep writing in them, then as we get older we will still be able to log on to livejournal, write about our days, our feelings, and still know the people we used to, be able to read about the past, and still keep up tp date about what everybody is doing.

Writing in this makes me sad, i dont know why, but it does. not depresed sad just nostalgic sad. even though this wasnt created too long ago, it still bring things up. makes me think about things..

infact i dont know why im writing this, i doubt it is read anymore;

for old times sake.

[	mood	|	thoughtful	]
[	music	|	placebo - missmoneypenny	]

hello

my weekend has been pretty boring, shopping on saturday which was goodish but i was so tired.

my week was actually quite shit. i hate school. grrah. and this week will be no better.

she took what i said the wrong way, i really like her shes a  good friend, but she doesnt think i like her much, so thats pissed me off all weekend.

im bored, bored with my life. there is nothing i look forward to, nothing that interests me, nobody special. it feels as if im wasting everything, i need something to happen, something..

i'l write a bigger email soon,

lovexoxox

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[	music	|	-content -but sad	]

Its been a strange weekend. iv liked it none the less.

Day off on friday.  Supposed to be going shopping in oxford street. But it was decided for me that i would stay home, so i cried, not for being kept at home, but for everything ova the last month. about not being excited for christmas, wishing to be really young again. about new year, about last year. about the pressure, about the way they put me down, the way they dont understand, parents arent supposed to that kind of thing are they. selfpity i know. then saturday i woke up late, everyone had gone out. i got into my parents empty bed with my computor and my little brother, who was very sleepy. i had a good day on saturday, i was with my friends, we all liked eachother and there was no two facedness about it. then more turned up, and there was some silent hating but smiles and warm hugs easily covered that up and so everyone still enjoyed themselves. we stayed up late 5.30 in the morning late, laughing. it was good. sunday morning had a late start. we had loads of hot chocolate, coffee with frothy milk and croissants and crumpets.we stayed lateish, talking. it wasnt too cold, me and toml walked home with the sun shining in a springlike way. memorable. i got home, and told my mum i was happy, i think it was the weather. later today i argued with my parents again. They told me  had no ambitions, i wasnt going to make it anywhere, i was too one track minded, i knew half of what they were saying was right, but that didnt stop me from screaming i hate you at them. they hurt my feelings, i hurt theirs. i stormed off, acting as if i didnt care, as usual, my mum came up to apologise i said i didnt care if she was sorry, she started to cry and told me i didnt mean it, i said i did then she left me alone. now i feel guilty.

i was just listening to his song, good and loud on the speakers, in the house by myself. made me think, which isnt always good. i miss him. but im happy with the way things are. i cant complain.

i love all my friends today ; even the ones who hate me.

i hate my family though, writing that makes me feel guilty, but its true.

i hope you all had good weekends, school tomorow, which i am not looking forward to, i hate school, but the weekend will come the sooner i start it, no? confused. hehe

(i realised, if you loook up the page now the last five sentaces start with i, so very self centered!)

goodnight and sweet dreams,

x o x o x o x o x o x o x o

India:

Heya, saterday. goin sumwere today.

 Im feelin quite gd. i hope i dont seem too bitchy i try my hardest. the clingy sluttttt!!!!!

I hate her not her than me, second best. damn.     Im sure are frendship will grow closer, (hopfully it wont).im talkin shit now sorry i cant even understand wot i just rote. ahhhhhhhhhhh welllllllllllllll.

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[	mood	|	angry	]
[	music	|	n.e.r.d - lapdance	]

cinnamon

hiya, im so sorry about this morning. i got really upset, and couldnt answer the door cus i was in such a state, im really sorry. all the pressure my parents were putting on me, and the way they push me to be perfect, then made me stay in today, it just all got to me, and so im very sorry i cudnt answer the door,

 you have a good shopping trip anyway?

xx

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 People love to hate us. But when you know us, you love us.

[	mood	|	bored	]
[	music	|	elisa-dancing	]

toml

u know i think its so sad bout our group,not sad sad,but like sad upsetting.i wish we could all get along but that will never happen. Do u hate her that much? she doesnt seem bad to me but im not with her all the time,i think it botheres her alot tho. today was a good day but u know people are really pissing me off right now....she really annoyes me cos she thinks she knows everything but shes never with us and she puts every1 down even tho she stupid and ugly and fat grrrrrrr u know who i mean. And of course the other other usual,she twists wat every1 says,and has theses in deep convasations with people so they like her until she goes and stabs u in the back,dont fall for it people...and wats up with the hair.and as or him I FUCKIN HATE HIM grrrrrrrrrrrrr

there is so much hatred and were only 14.god i sound like 1 of them,maybe i should mention the sunset or something?

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[	mood	|	hungry	]
[	music	|	-- fix up look sharp by dizzee rascal	]

 cinnamon

rite, second entry of the day, im really getting into this journal business. My day was alriiite, it was raining so much this morning though.
i like her more now, her sucking up is working well. even though i hate her for coming between us, shes being nice now, as over-enthusiastic as ever, but nice.
people will find this journal, they will find out who we are, they will think were just making this to publicise our thoughts, but were not. we just want people to know what were like, not how we are potrayed to be.

blossom wants a go, bye

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blossom

hi this is blossom, i found out livejournal because i found a few things about me and my frends on it, so due to this i am going to make my own one, so they do not percieve me as someone who i am not. so i love to socialise and buy clothes and draw and go to parties. i want people to know the real me and put my views across about people as they have done to me (not in a very nice way) so um, comment back if you find this and il be your sexy bay watch barbie even if your a girl,
goodbye, nice chattin

xx